i got bored. and yes, my taste in music is very disturbing


How does the world see me? Drink the water- jack johnson

Will I have a happy life? Bed of Rose- Bon Jovi

What do people really think of me? Le Belleclaire Blues- James morrison

Do people secretly lust after me? One for my baby- frank sinatra

How can I make myself happy? Lets get it on- Barry white

What should I do with my life? Dancing Machine- Jackson 5

Will I ever have children? Amercan women- lenny kravitz

What is some good advice for me? Pushing away- linken park

What do I think my current theme song is? Chameleon- Maynard ferguson

What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Surfing USA- beach boys

What song will play at my funeral? Bad Horsie- Steve via

What type of men/women do you like? Madagasca-Guns’n’Roses

What is my day going to be like? Behind blue eyes-The Who

Why am I here? Bohemian rhapsody- Guns’n’roses

What will people remember me for? Barbie Girl- Reel big fish

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow? Barneys on fire- weird al

Are there people outside waiting to take me away? In da club-50 cent

What will this year be all about? Stacys mum- fountains of wayne.

this has nothing to do with last nights journal
but i am now warning you
something has happened with some of my friends out side of school which has made me just about ready to kill someone, so just a warning, if you annoy me don't expect me not to treat you like shit
because it will happen. if i could tell you guys what happened i would but it is something extremely serious so please don't ask me what it is and if you can help.

i have heard from many people that there has been bitching going on about me for a few reason

a) the amount of time i spend with Kath
b) the way i treat Kath
c) i smoke

so my respons to these things are
a) if you think i am spending to much time with Kath please come tell me, but i will most likely tell you to get fucked
b) i treat Kath great, i may make the occasional joke but trust me, they are jokes and she understands that. once again, if you have a problem with this please come tell me but like before, all i will say is get fucked.
c) Get over it, i smoke, big deal, it was my choice. I have my reasons, these are non of your business. So if you have a problem with it, deal with it. Because i really don't care.

the people who this refers to, you know who you are and if your not one of these people thankyou for being a friend.

As some of you might know, i am 17 tomorrow. And this is something i want to get off my chest before then.

As some of you may know i have started smoking.

Why, i don't know.

but i just want to say, please don't try to get me to quit because this is a decision i have made whether it is a smart one or not and i intend to stick with it.

i hope you will not judge me differently because of this.

Ben

I know alot of you have told me that i am getting aggressive and violent lately, so i was just wondering how you all think i should deal with my aggression without using violence because right now i am about ready to through my brothers through windows. So please, any ideas are welcome (apart from anger management classes)

Ben